It has been 5 months since we broke up. I remember vividly that I didn’t want to break up if only we both agree on what are the mistakes we made. But I guess you are too stubborn on issues like this. I remember you told me that you wish I had chase you back the moment you walk off but I told myself that if I really chase you back that time, I would really lose all my dignity as a man. Nobody would ever respect me and yes, including you. Our relationship will be different. 2 month after broke up, you texted me that you had been going on a dating spree with several different guys because you wanted to move on. I choose to just let it go since we already broke up and I am really busy transistioning into my Uni life. I wish you all the best in whatever you do and hope you can find a better one. You texted me once in a week after that updating me about your life. I choose to not ignore you because I still treat you as a friend.4 month after we broke up, we met at a gathering with our own clique. You told me that you miss me a lot and even drunk text me crying about what happen to our relationship. I tried my best to comfort until late night before you sleep. A week later, you texted me saying that you wanted to move on and hope that I was the first person to know this and you are interested in a guy now whom you had been dating for the past month. I wish you all the best and hope that you won’t text me again. But you did, which angers me. I scolded you. You told me it was harsh and unnecessary and walk away. I lost myself that time.. I tried to apologies to you but you said that you it is okay and that your feeling for me is truly over. After that, it is my turn to miss you every day.. Regretting my harshness but not to the point where I wanted to be with you again. Week passed, i happen to see your Instagram post which I don’t know why you suddenly make it public for 4 hours and revert back to private. The post with you and your new guy standing very closely in a photoshoot. I am happy for you but sad that you are have move on.. Month pass since we last contact, I decided to move on completely. Which is today. I decided to put down everything and move on. But I really really wish you all the best and please be more happy from now on.. You might never read this letter but I want people here to treasure your loved one before he/she decided to move on.. I will happy from now on too.. Focusing on my studies.. I hope you can hear this.. This is the last time I will say this. I love you..
Please be happy in whatever you do