I miss you so much it hurts. I’ve been trying my best to forget about you and leave those memories behind but I haven’t found it as easy as how you just moved on. I’ve been praying that you come back to me, but 5 months on it feels as there is no hope! I’ll never understand how one person can feel like this yet the other person just doesn’t care. It probably wouldn’t have hurt this much me if I hadn’t known that you have moved on to someone you think is “better” than me just few days later.
You’ve been on my mind ever single day and I’ve cried myself to sleep many nights. I don’t know when these tears will dry up 🙁 Sometimes I question the purpose of my life and whether I will ever be happy again! But 5 months on, my heart is bleeding but you have no clue!
I tried to text you but you blocked me again and again. The last time we spoke, you simply called me ‘crazy’ because I expressed how I felt about you.
You don’t even know just how amazing I think you are. I would’ve done anything possible within my power and capabilities to make sure you were happy forever if you were mine. Does she even feel about you the way I do?
I’ve been praying and praying and praying for your miracle return. I’ve been asking God if she feels about you the way I do. And why her?
I’ve been asking God if you will ever knock back on my door? Only God know that I’m so in love with you. I’m
still waiting for the almighty to intervene on my behalf and do what’s best for me, for us. I have reassured God that I will love you and do everything I can to make you happy as long as you were here with me.
I love you.