How is it that after two and a half years it was over?
You made me feel like the only girl in the world who mattered yet it didn’t last. You said you trusted me but did you really? I spent hours talking to you when I could of been working/hanging with friends or even sleeping. I spent most of my first year at uni coming home on a weekend because I couldn’t wait to see you and only you. It didn’t matter what we did as long as it was with you I didn’t care. My family loved you and I loved yours like they were my own. I thought that would have shown last Christmas.
You are on my mind every single day and knowing that your closer to me than you were last year kills me. Knowing that you were in hospital and I couldn’t even message you to make sure you were okay killed me. I’ve tried moving on but I’ve loved and lost my soulmate. I saw a future with you and I know you saw it too or we wouldn’t have been engaged.
I’m not going to lie I still love you and I miss you a hell of a lot. Please all I want is to try and make this work.
All my love