I took a chance on you. Before we got together, everything around me was screaming “NO. STOP. TURN AROUND.” but I still took that chance and I fell for you. Hard. For the past 6 months I had done nothing but love you unconditionally. I saw you as my person. I told you all my secrets. I wanted you there through all of the good times and all of the bad. You were my happy place.
It still hurts to see your name pop up on my screen or to hear laugh when it’s not directed at me. I wish nothing but the best in life for you and I want to apologize for all of those hateful things I said or did when things didn’t go quite right. I’m sorry I couldn’t love you more. I’m sorry I couldn’t be there for you like you needed me to be. I didn’t fully understand how bad you needed it.
I hope she’s better for you.
I hope she makes you laugh.
I hope she makes you smile. It lights up and entire room.
I hope she’s there for you during the late nights & the early mornings.
I hope she puts you first.