I have so many unanswered questions in my mind about why you left me and told me that you fell out of love with me. I felt so empty when you left, and I hate the fact my whole family still loves you and I don’t even know how to explain to them that we broke up knowing they still think you wouldn’t hurt me. Yet you hurt me several times, I forgive you no matter what you do because of how much the amount love I have for you, I tried to be okay and not to be jealous but deep down, I am lowkey jealous and I didn’t want you to think I’m toxic to you. I knew you gonna leave me and talk to other girls then I found out Skylar was on your C.O.D name and I realised I’m not your priority anymore when all of the guys wanted me but I dropped almost all of them for you, it’s always you I’m gonna choose everyday.
Now, I’m crumbled into pieces, I miss you everyday but missing you everyday fucks me up and tears my heart. I really hate myself for loving you and it’s always you all I think about every fucking day. I wanted to talk to you but you unfollowed/unfriended me on social media and it breaks my heart even more.
I hope you realise how much I love and care about you in the end, one day I will stop caring about you anymore.