I choose to let go all of the thoughts in my head and the heaviness in my heart, I know you’re happy right now and living the best of your life. So today i’m not going to think about you or wonder how you’re doing, I’m not going to waste my time looking at my phone waiting for your message. It all starts with a decision to heal it all starts with me choosing myself. For the past few weeks I’ve been struggling with overthinking and negative thoughts.
I became so hopeless I’ve been staying my room all day and the only thing i did was crying and sleeping. I don’t know why it was so hard i couldn’t control my thoughts anymore but one morning i woke up and i don’t feel anything anymore, i can’t cry even thou i want to there’s no tears falling anymore. It’s been a month since you left me hanging at first i was so denial about it but I’ve learn that i’m here and i’m important and i’m not going to run after people to prove that i matter. I choose to see the positive in life I choose to becoming the best version of myself i know i’m still growing and learning. A part of me will always miss the time we spent anyway i wish you well and all the best thank you for the short time you had with take care always.