i wish i told you that you were my first boyfriend and also became my first love, i was scared to say this. that i really didn’t date much. i know you ended things because of the long distance but i can still feel the weather of alaska. it haunts me and making a first love playlist on spotify of our story, helps me heal. please wear the koa wood cross i got you for christmas. it’s from the sacred tree of hawaii.
i hope one day we can talk again like friends. if not, then, just know that i regret meeting you.